[News] TO ROOT AGAINST YOUR COUNTRY

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<mailto:chronfeedback at sfchronicle.com>Arthur Hoppe
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The radio this morning said the Allied invasion of Laos had bogged down. 
Without thinking, I nodded and said, "Good."

And having said it, I realized the bitter truth: Now I root against my own 
country.

This is how far we have come in this hated and endless war. This is the 
nadir I have reached in this winter of my discontent. This is how close I 
border on treason:

Now I root against my own country.

How frighteningly sad this is. My generation was raised to love our country 
and we loved it unthinkingly. We licked Hitler and Tojo and Mussolini. 
Those were our shining hours. Those were our days of faith.

They were evil; we were good. They told lies; we spoke the truth. Our cause 
was just, our purposes noble, and in victory we were magnanimous. What a 
wonderful country we are! I loved it so.

But now, having descended down the torturous, brutalizing years of this 
bloody war, I have come to the dank and lightless bottom of the well: I 
have come to root against the country that once I blindly loved.

I can rationalize it. I can say that if the invasion of Laos succeeds, the 
chimera of victory will dance once again before our eyes -- leading us once 
again into more years of mindless slaughter. Thus, I can say, I hope the 
invasion fails.

But it is more than that. It is that I have come to hate my country's role 
in Vietnam.

I hate the massacres, the body counts, the free fire zones, the napalming 
of civilians, the poisoning of rice crops. I hate being part of My Lai. I 
hate the fact that we have now dropped more explosives on these scrawny 
Asian peasants than we did on all our enemies in World War II.

And I hate my leaders, who, over the years, have conscripted our young men 
and sent them there to kill or be killed in a senseless cause simply 
because they can find no honorable way out -- no honorable way out for them.

I don't root for the enemy. I doubt they are any better than we. I don't 
give a damn anymore who wins the day. But because I hate what my country is 
doing in Vietnam, I emotionally and often irrationally hope that it fails.

It is a terrible thing to root against your own country. If I were alone, 
it wouldn't matter. But I don't think I am alone. I think many Americans 
must feel these same sickening emotions I feel. I think they share my 
guilt. I think they share my rage.

If this is true, we must end this war now -- in defeat, if necessary. We 
must end it because all of Southeast Asia is not worth the hatred, shame, 
guilt and rage that is tearing Americans apart. We must end it not for 
those among our young who have come to hate America, but for those who 
somehow manage to love it still.

I doubt that I can ever again love my country in that unthinking way that I 
did when I was young. Perhaps this is a good thing.

But I would hope the day will come when I can once again believe what my 
country says and once again approve of what it does. I want to have faith 
once more in the justness of my country's causes and the nobleness of its 
ideals.

What I want so very much is to be able once again to root for my own, my 
native land.

This column by Art Hoppe was published in The Chronicle on March 5, 1971; 
he said it attracted more letters than any other column he wrote. Hoppe 
died Feb. 1, 2000.

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