[Ppnews] Voices from Solitary: “A Sort of Solitary Psychosis”
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Voices from Solitary: “A Sort of Solitary Psychosis”
July 22, 2012
by Voices from Solitary
/The following comes from an inmate at Utah State Prison, Draper’s Uinta
1 facility. Uinta 1 serves as Utah’s death row, long-term supermax, as
well as the Draper institution’s disciplinary segregation unit. The
writer wrote over a period of days detailing a particularly violent few
days in his unit requiring multiple cell extractions following several
inmates covering their windows and flooding their cells. –Sal Rodriguez/
It’s around 3:00 PM Saturday here. Last night my neighbor flooded his
cell by flushing his toilet a lot with socks in toilet so it flooded the
whole section, except my cell (I plugged it off with plastic and towel).
Then another neighbor slipped in his cell on water, hit head on sink,
had seizure, and was extracted, then returned to cell. I notice that a
lot of these guys have seizures. I don’t think this is a faked issue.
You can tell a true seizure by just listening to their head bounce off
the cement floor.
Cells 1, 2, 3, 4 have all proceeded tonight (8:30PM–it’s almost 10:30pm)
to pull all their sprinklers, cover all their windows, and flood cells
by running sink and flushing toilets repeatedly. The damn sprinklers
emitted no water for some reason. This means if there was truly a fire
the captive would burn to death. They are going to fight the SWAT teams.
So pepper spray/blood/maybe death is on the roster tonight. Water’s
barely seeping into my “house” but it’s plugged off pretty good. I don’t
mean to sound like a sportscaster. This shit’s not cool one bit. People
die fucking around doing this shit.
A sort of solitary psychosis, no person can stop these guys.
Guess they are now shitting and pissing into the water. We now wait for
SWAT. Pretty soon they’ll become hip to the skip and shut off the water.
I’m going to fill juice bags with water to drink! Almost forgot.
SWAT called cell 1 and 3 “unresponsive.” Could be hanging from the
sprinkler. Cells 2 and 4 aren’t going through with it. Negotiator didn’t
work. Just sprayed a grip of pepper spray…Cops are scared to go in! They
sprayed each cell five or six times then they both cuffed up. Both
alive. It’s over for today–or not.
The cops put them back in the cells at 5:00 AM on “strip cell” and now
cell 3 is going to pull his sprinkler again. The cells were soaked when
they put them back in them. They are complaining of not being able to
see from pepper spray. They were “put on a wall”–handcuffed behind back
this whole time 8:45 to 5:00 AM. Both had to just piss on themselves.
I’m tired from just watching, not as young as I used to be, and those
dudes got three/four days of strip cell to look forward to. Hateful shit.
One of them had a seizure when “put on the wall.” They’ve refused him
medical attention for this. The cops haven’t fed them today. This is
what I mean by subtle abuse. The “blowers” (big fans) are on in section.
This trips temperature a good ten degrees. They do this to make these
two on strip cell suffer. The blowers are off all other times.
Cells 2 and 4 are preparing to battle here Wednesday.
It’s been decided. I wouldn’t say we do these things for attention. It’s
more “getting back at them the only way possible.” And the cops have to
scrub our shit, squeegee the water up. Actually work.
Cell 4 is unresponsive. Windows covered. Guards are talking of using
“C.S.” gas, which is a grenade. We had the Sgt. admit that he cannot be
the man in charge of extraction because he used too much O.C. gas on the
The true SWAT tream came in on cell 4. Last night it was just staff in
bio-hazard suits. They deployed the gas grenade. I can’t breathe or see
right now. Whole section, all cells, are smoked up. There’s a big fan
blowing the shit, supposedly out of our section. But it’s just blowing
it around and its coming in the cells.
Fans still blowing. Smokes still burning face, eyes, throat. Seems like
we’re in for a long smokey couple days. The CS gas is so strong it
leaves black smudges on the cell door frames. Got a pain in my left lung
or heart. The smells lingering here in my cell but can’t pinpoint
exactly where its coming from.
Cell 3 is “unresponsive” again. Cell windows covered. Cells flooded.
Sprinklers pulled. SWAT team has been called again. Negotiators
negotiating. Its a standoff. They took Cell 3 to medical center after
standoff to remove staples. I’m going to try and mail this to you. I’m
Welcome to my world.
Cell 2 covered window. Officers brought a stick (stick used to push
mattresses away from door) and opened cuff port to see into the cell to
make sure he isn’t dying. SWAT called and we just barely got rid of the
CS gas from earlier.
Cell 3 has been moved to Section 4, which has cameras in the cells. Now
They CS’d him (Cell 2) and he had a seizure…Its pretty bad in here…
You know, I didn’t realize…Now that I’ve read it all back to myself I
see…this shit isn’t cool. What is it thats caused me to become used to
all this? I remember as a boy growing up wanting to be cool with a burly
Raiders jacket and tattoos with a cool bowl cut. I wanted to emulate an
older kid named Steve. Now Steve is dead. He hung himself with a string
in his trailer closet in my hometown with a power extension cord.
It’s now 1:00 AM Thursday.
I made a list once of all those I’ve known and grown up with and most
have died horribly and they never went through this type of hell. My
family considers me crazy. So do my captors. So do my fellow captives.
So do I at times but I must be crazy to make it. Strong crazy not weak
crazy. I’ll turn thirty in four months. Can you see the isolation I’m
I remember as a boy I loved to play in the stream behind our house.
Chase “water-skeeters.” Pile rocks and dam up the river to play in. Lie
on the grass. Build little huts out of old discarded wood. Play spin the
bottle with the neighbor girls. Drink homemade root beer and eat
homemade ice cream with my grandma.
I’ve never killed anyone, and I won’t. I’ve never hurt a soul and I will
not. I slipped my handcuffs while drunk and got caught with two grams of
dope and now I’m here. Punished…
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