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<h1>‘We’re being starved’: Dispatch from Gaza City as Israeli assault continues</h1><p class="gmail-article__subhead gmail-css-1wt8oh6"><em>‘I
don’t write to engender sorrow, had sorrow moved people, we wouldn’t be
where we are now,’ writes Mohammed Mhawish from Gaza City.</em></p><div class="gmail-responsive-image"><img src="https://www.aljazeera.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/2024-01-31T170005Z_143823070_RC2AE5AURR7H_RTRMADP_3_ISRAEL-PALESTINIANS-GAZA-UN-1706805318.jpg?resize=770%2C513&quality=80" alt="A Palestinian man leans his head against his cane amid the rubble of a destroyed building in Gaza" width="444" height="296" style="margin-right: 25px;"></div>'How
can I explain to the world, the ones that even read our words, that
what is being endured is not only painful but avoidable?' writes
Mohammed Mhawish from Gaza City [File photo for illustrative purposes
only: Mohammed Salem/Reuters]<div class="gmail-article-info-block gmail-css-ti04u9"><div class="gmail-article-b-l" style="border-color:rgb(250,144,0)"><div class="gmail-article-author-name"><span class="gmail-article-by">By </span><span class="gmail-article-author-name-item"><a class="gmail-author-link" href="https://www.aljazeera.com/author/mohammed-rafik-mhawesh">Mohammed R Mhawish</a></span></div><div class="gmail-artcile-author-tagline"><p>Reporting from Gaza City</p></div><div class="gmail-article-dates" style="border-color:rgb(250,144,0)"><div class="gmail-date-simple gmail-css-1yjq2zp"><span class="gmail-screen-reader-text">Published On 5 Feb 2024</span><span aria-hidden="true"> - </span><font size="1"><a href="https://www.aljazeera.com/features/2024/2/5/we-are-being-starved-dispatch-from-gaza-city-as-israeli-assault-continues">https://www.aljazeera.com/features/2024/2/5/we-are-being-starved-dispatch-from-gaza-city-as-israeli-assault-continues</a></font></div></div></div><div class="gmail-social-share-buttons"><div class="gmail-update-reading-list"></div></div></div><div class="gmail-update-reading-list"><span class="gmail-update-reading-list__tooltip" role="tooltip"></span></div><a class="gmail-social-share-button" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer" aria-label="Share on Facebook" href="https://www.facebook.com/sharer/sharer.php?u=https%3A%2F%2Faje.io%2Fi4dkr7"></a><a class="gmail-social-share-button" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer" aria-label="Share on Twitter" href="https://twitter.com/intent/tweet?text=%E2%80%98We%E2%80%99re%20being%20starved%E2%80%99%3A%20Dispatch%20from%20Gaza%20City%20as%20Israeli%20assault%20continues&source=sharethiscom&related=sharethis&via=AJEnglish&url=https%3A%2F%2Faje.io%2Fi4dkr7"></a><a class="gmail-social-share-button gmail-copylink" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer" aria-label="copy link" href="https://www.aljazeera.com/features/2024/2/5/https://aje.io/i4dkr7"><span class="gmail-copylink__tooltip gmail-copylink__tooltip-hidden"></span></a><p>For
us in Gaza City, enduring the daily struggles like staying safe,
fighting hunger and protecting ourselves against the biting cold is a
war in and of itself as Israel’s assault on Gaza grinds on past 120
days.</p>
<p>Hundreds of thousands of people have lost their homes at a time when
that was all they had. Then after that came the loss of a simple place
to shelter as Israel bombed them all: hospitals, schools, clinics, and
any open space where civilians gathered.</p>
<p>The entire population of Gaza has been displaced. The entire population.</p>
<h2 id="gmail-what-does-home-mean">What does ‘home’ mean?</h2>
<p>After our house was bombed, I was no longer just a witness to the
thousands of people fleeing their homes to find safety wherever they
could.</p>
<p>We went to the United Nations shelter in the north of Gaza, my family
and I gathering whatever would help us survive and becoming displaced
like our countrypeople.</p>
<p>There are about 600,000 people in north Gaza grappling with loss amid
deprivation, starvation and disease because they do not want to leave
their land.</p>
<p>It breaks my heart, but I have to admit we’ve lost the sense of what “home” means.</p>
<p>Just finding the bare minimum space and shelter from the elements we
need to rest has become a journey of heartache and pain, our miserable
daily routine of looking around to see where we can possibly sleep.</p>
<p>My family – father, mother, sister, wife, and two-year-old son – and I
are seeking relative refuge in the parking garage of a destroyed
apartment building.</p>
<p>We dread looking at the weather in these winter conditions. All day,
we’re trying to find the forecast, breathless, worried that rain would
be expected that night.</p><p>On rainy nights, I take off my coat and wrap it around my baby,
making it both a blanket and protection for him against the cold, with
hope and prayer that it will be enough for his small body.</p>
<h2 id="gmail-survival-rations">Survival rations</h2>
<p>Beyond shelter is the struggle for food. I cannot recall the last proper meal my son had.</p>
<p>Wheat is nowhere to be found so we have been using animal feed-grade
barley and corn to grind into flour for bread. Even these alternatives
are scarce, but they are our only means to get through the day.</p>
<p>It’s not like there is the space and security to grow your own food
either, with the bombs and intentional choking off of supplies, even
water. The aid entering this besieged enclave is very limited and cannot
cover our basic daily needs.</p>
<p>So we have had to try to survive for these past four months, with
no incomes or livelihoods as the prices of essentials skyrocket, if you
can find them at all.</p>
<img class="gmail-size-arc-image-770 gmail-wp-image-2676920" src="https://www.aljazeera.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/AFP__20240202__34HE6Z3__v3__HighRes__TopshotPalestinianIsraelConflict-1707016884.jpg?w=770&resize=770%2C513&quality=80" alt="aid" width="444" height="296" style="margin-right: 25px;">Palestinians
receive food rations at a donation point at a camp for displaced people
in Rafah in the southern Gaza Strip on February 2, 2024. The situation
in the north is far more dire [Said Khatib/AFP]
<p>As a result, starvation is beyond widespread in the north of Gaza.
Babies, children, adults and the elderly all are suffering from the lack
of food.</p>
<p>An ounce of coffee used to be 10 shekels (about $2.75) and now it
costs 120 shekels ($33); a litre of drinking water that cost a shekel
(less than $0.30) is now 15 shekels ($4).</p>
<p>If you secure food, you still have to cook it and, with no cooking
gas, people are combing the ruins to find anything they can burn for a
cooking fire, exposing themselves to bombing at any time.</p>
<p>And so, when every hour of the day is spent either looking for food
or a means to make it, we cannot always worry about staying safe.</p>
<h2 id="gmail-unrecorded-deaths">Unrecorded deaths</h2>
<p>Medical services in north Gaza have been nearly inoperable since the
beginning of the ground invasion, and now there is little more than
first aid services for the injured or those in need of intensive medical
care.</p>
<p>Israel has arrested and killed hundreds of medical personnel, bombed
hundreds of medical facilities of various sizes out of service or
depleted their capacity with cuts of fuel and water.</p>
<p>For the little that remains functional, how would the wounded get
there when at least 122 ambulances have been targeted and bombed? Then
comes the danger of the streets: air strikes, soldiers kidnapping
Palestinians or shooting them dead, and the mountains of rubble across
Gaza.</p>
<p>Even basic medications like antibiotics and painkillers have been
scarce for the thousands suffering injuries from Israeli attacks, and so
they get infections and respiratory diseases.</p>
<p>People need to understand that the number of Palestinians killed in
this aggression is much higher than what is being reported. Palestinians
dying from kidney failure, from cancer, from disease, from a lack of
prenatal care – all of these are not being recorded.</p>
<p>People could have been helped had there been enough equipment and
medicine. People can be saved, but there seems to be little intent to
save them.</p>
<p>I report through my phone when I manage battery and access to the
internet or phone service – an endeavour more difficult than ever in
north Gaza.</p>
<p>Banks, post offices, transportation and telecommunications all do not work.</p>
<p>The list is endless. How can I capture or explain to the world, the
ones that even read our words, that what is being endured is not only
painful but avoidable?</p>
<p>Our calls for support are not for abstract words of diplomatic
solidarity, but for urgent action that helps us feel human in the eyes
of the world.</p>
<p>With every passing hour, fewer and fewer Palestinians in Gaza can
appeal to the world. Every day brings more death, and the rest of us
remain, trying to fight off death.</p>
<img class="gmail-size-arc-image-770 gmail-wp-image-2655555" src="https://www.aljazeera.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/01/AP24022498678820-1706447922.jpg?w=770&resize=770%2C514&quality=80" alt="A Palestinian wounded in the Israeli bombardment of the Gaza Strip receives treatment at the Nasser hospital in Khan Younis, Southern Gaza Strip" width="444" height="296" style="margin-right: 25px;">‘Even
basic medications like antibiotics and painkillers have been scarce for
the thousands suffering injuries from Israeli attacks,’ Mohammed
Mhawish writes [File: Mohammed Dahman/AP Photo]
<h2 id="gmail-in-closing">In closing</h2>
<p>I do not write of the struggle we are living to engender sorrow. Had sorrow moved people, we wouldn’t be where we are now.</p>
<p>I outline our struggle because, at this point, we have either already been killed or are in the process of being killed slowly.</p>
<p>We are appealing to the healthy ones, the ones with a bed to sleep
on, the ones whose voices can be heard outside this slaughterhouse.</p>
<p>I write to equip you with the knowledge of what humanity is
undergoing. We the Palestinians of Gaza are being starved, are sleeping
on the streets with no cover from air strikes.</p>
<p>We are being denied our humanity by an army that continues to inflict
some of the most painful and inhumane practices of war we know in our
modern day.</p>
<p>It’s time for the world to defy the abuses, to give regard to human
life, to keep it simple and basic, like the needs we require to maintain
breath.</p>
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